It's the second day that we've had temperatures above 40F, after nearly three weeks of temperatures at -40F.... So all of our snow has melted and roads are closed due to ice and flooding. I'm supposed to drive back to Fairbanks on Monday, but am skeptical if I'm going to make it.
Heidi is on her way back from California. I'm glad that she's not going back for a second semester. Being apart last semester was hard, but I just don't know how we could have done another one; especially after spending all Christmas break together. These last two days have been hard, mostly because she hasn't been letting me know whats going on. Like when her phone was dieing and I had no idea what she was doing or if she made it home. It might not seem like that big a deal, but we've made a habit of calling and saying goodnight. I don't think she realized how it effected me...
And I'm trying not to be the jealous boyfriend, but there's a guy there that I really don't like her being around. He's just a friend, but wanted to take her on a midnight bike-ride and calls her babe.... so idk....
Anyways, I just hope that she makes it home safely and I get to see her for a couple days before, hopefully, driving back to Fairbanks.
Well shoot, there's been so much that's happened in the past 3 years that it's hard to know what's important now and what's not. I suppose the biggest events have been going to the University of Alaska, being engaged(minus the ring), now single again because she's back w/ her ex...planning on doing an exchange to Texas-San Marcos next year, and I've got a full-time Seasonal job working with Fish and Game. *phew* I've also changed a lot as a person. Having two separate year-long relationships end showed me a lot about who i am, and also how others see me. Right now i'm taking it easy, trying to have fun, and living basically day to day. It seems like all the long term plans (6mo+) never worked out. I'm also realizing that even though the Lord will provide whatever i need, i also can't sit back and wait for it to fall in my lap, that i need to be actively pursuing what I want. So yeah, that's how i'm rolling now.
This is going to short. After i think 3years, i remembered about Xanga :P so busy w/ myspace and facebook and life that xanga got left completely behind. So now the adventure begins again....
Finally, it's the last day of my first year of college. I only have one final left, it's in history. I got all A's and B's, and am still holding down the job with Dr. B. I can't wait untill i get some free time to start hanging out with people. With finals and everything else going on i just havn't had any time. oh well, i guess i'll have to write later. Will
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